Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I'm free!So it's the holidays for me right now and it definitely is a relief. The stress, the problems... I can now forget about them and focus on something that I'm sure will make me feel like life's worthwhile.
Like how I cooked for everyone for Bon Odori... Yes, I cooked and though it may not be restaurant quality, the fact that the people I love actually enjoyed the meal was satisfying enough for me. And yeah... I might cook more... but that really depends. Lol!
Seriously, I now believe I can move on from all the drama that happened during last semester. I have a lot of hope in me for some reason... maybe because I prayed a lot and God answered my prayer? Maybe... but I like to think it is.
Right now, I really do feel like I'm capable of doing a lot of things in my life. And so I want to hold on to this feeling, and do the best I can.
No more worrying about assignments, no more worrying about making the people in college happy although they do nothing for you in return. I can actually find something to look forward to now.
I will not waste these holidays. That I'm sure.
Take care and God bless! ^^ |