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Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Kibou no Tenshi

Two girls were chatting as they were having a drink. One of them asks "Are you in love?"

The other girl replies, "Yes, I am."

The girl who asked then asks another question in surprise, "But I thought you don't have a boyfriend or a crush?!"

The other girl calmly replies, "You don't need a boyfriend or a crush to be in love."


Sorry for not posting for so long. Really busy... and really distracted. Trying hard to grow up, juggle feelings and trying to keep sane. :p

A lot of things happened to me, but I don't feel inclined to talk about it. I already did in a message board that I frequently go to (in which everyone there treats me really nice, I really love them! ^.^) and felt better just releasing there. Shows how dependant I am on the internet I suppose...

I also realised that all the pain that I went through has made me stronger in a way... and as more pain starts to flood my heart like it always does, I can now tell myself, "It's ok, I'll be all right."

I went left I got right at some big hotel
There was a devil at the bottom of the wishing well
He said you better give me something
Give me something good
Like everybody else I'm misunderstood


I have a stupid lecturer who's teaching me Media Research Methods and PR. Mou... I don't know how I'm going to survive this semester and whether I can pass these subjects but I guess I have to try harder.

Jane says it's a long way out
I'm gonna make it out...


Yeah, I do feel like I can go crazy lately... but then again, a little craziness could be helpful, and with it raining all the time I'm awfully tempted to play under the rain and forget all my fears and pain.

Now there's an idea...

I took a guess and cut a portion out of my heart
He said that's nowhere close enough but it's a damn good start
I wrote the secret that I buried on the wishing well wall
He said I've seen one... it follows that I've seen them all
We spoke of human destination in a perfect world
Derived the nature of the universe (found it unfulfilled)
As I took him in my arms he screamed I'm not insane
I'm just looking for someone to understand my pain...


Sounds like I need more chocolate or something. Or maybe I need to get drunk... Yeah, I've never been drunk. But there's always a first time. ^.^ Okay, first sign of craziness...

I'll be all right. It's okay, I'm sure it'll be all right...

It's a long way out...
I'm gonna make it out


-Five for Fighting - Devil in the Wishing well-

To Pope John Paul II, may God grant the perpetual light shine upon you. May your soul rest in peace. Amen.

God bless!

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