Friday, April 30, 2004
Kokoro no dokokana ookina hana ga saki hajimeteruIt's kind of hard to believe I was so depressed over stupid things a month ago (or was it two weeks ago? I don't know... I kind of forgot...)
Well, after finally emerging from my little shell, I took a deep breath and gave a sigh of relief. All those little things I took for granted, all the love that was showered on me, all the support that was given to me, I couldn't believe I was throwing it away just because I had one of those 'drama' pangs.
Well, after giving myself a good scold "Stop being such a drama queen, the world doesn't need it!" I screamed my heart out (guess how ^.^ Tip, Kerja Amal) took a good look at myself and gave myself the biggest smile I could ever muster (and then freaked myself out)...
Every night before I go to sleep, I learned to thank God for everything that He's given me... and I know He has big plans for me... my biggest worry is am I still going on the same path He wished for? Ah, what the hack... I'm just glad to be alive...
My baby cousin insulted me recently. But I forgave him for being almost 4-years-old, he has a lot to learn. What happened?
In Tasha's room there are three baby pictures. Two are Tasha, one is me. James (the eeeeeevvviiiiil one) pointed at my picture, so I asked him "Who's that?"
"That's you!" He replied. I almost gave him a compliment (a must for all babies) until he added, "... because you're black!"
(falls off bed which I so stupidly sat at the corner of)
May your week be better.... |