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I'm currently doing my Diploma in Mass Communication in KDU (PJ). I'm Catholic, and I love Japanese animation and music. As for who I am, a lot of people have different views on this. I could be a bitch to some, and an angel to others. But regardless, I love you all (whether you want to believe me or not).


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Title: Written in the Stars
Featuring: Raven from RR Project
Lines: Ewan ko. Lol.
Made by: Miss Misfit
Coded by: Miss Misfit
Image by: Ravenskar
Used: Adobe Photoshop CS2
Created: June 10, 2006
Released: June 11, 2006
Colors: yellow, green, brown?
Credits: 1 2 3 4 5



Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Kaeshite!!! Watashi no toki!! @.@

As someone once said, 'another day, another dollar'... but for me, it's just another day wasted dedicated on trying to balance my life between work and my desires for time for myself.

There's a war inside of me that's always fighting. In which I'm always wondering if the steps that I'm taking is right or wrong. I let one person take over, and suddenly my whole life is turned upside down.

Of course, I was just being nice. That person wanted to take over anyway... but I didn't know that in the end, I have to be the tolerative one. @.@ Well, someone has to do it... >.>

Ever wondered about the tongue? Yes, I'm talking about that wet, leathery thing in your mouth. Ever wondered how powerful it is? These days, I'm seeing it's powers more and more, and it's not coming from mine. Oh no... mine's been keeping still in the dark realms behind my teeth. I've witnessed tongues that speak of evil and cruelty, and sweet sweet words at the same time. It kinda hurts to see it actually... The tongue can never be tamed. It can never be stopped. Let someone speak for a little while, and suddenly everything hidden in the heart is played out by the tongue.

It is not the things outside that corrupt you... It is what's inside that does.

Meh... I could be thinking too much on this though. But being the observant idiot that I've become lately, things just keep revealing themselves to me slowly. My reactions vary... some, I open my eyes wide with wonder. And then I close them shut.

Too much information hurts sometimes.

Still, at times when I want to open my mouth and speak out, I realise that the words just won't come out. What happened? Have I lost the courage? Am I too dumb to speak? I used to have words for everything... but where are they?

And then it occurs to me. That words are powerful powerful communication tools. And a slip of the tongue can be the end of me.

So I keep silent... hiding behind my work and my internet life which has become another part of me.

But watch... as even words overflow without a twitch of the tongue.

God bless.

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