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I'm currently doing my Diploma in Mass Communication in KDU (PJ). I'm Catholic, and I love Japanese animation and music. As for who I am, a lot of people have different views on this. I could be a bitch to some, and an angel to others. But regardless, I love you all (whether you want to believe me or not).


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Layout

Title: Written in the Stars
Featuring: Raven from RR Project
Lines: Ewan ko. Lol.
Made by: Miss Misfit
Coded by: Miss Misfit
Image by: Ravenskar
Used: Adobe Photoshop CS2
Created: June 10, 2006
Released: June 11, 2006
Colors: yellow, green, brown?
Credits: 1 2 3 4 5



Sunday, July 10, 2005

Tsubasa

Sometimes I wish that I can see the end of this dark tunnel. Yet I fear that it may be too much for me...

It's 3 am in the morning. What the heck am I doing online?

Sometimes I wish that I'd disappear. That I never existed. That everyone should be happy without me. But I might just break down out of my own fears. And that is I've done nothing worthwhile in my life...

I really should get some rest. I have to go to Sunday school tomorrow. Plus I have church. I really should rest...

Sometimes I cry in my head "Why is this happening to me?". And then I'll grit my teeth in anger and scream in my head until it hurts to even think. The pain is numbing, but I still feel it and it won't go away...

Sigh... but I wanna download some mp3s. Plus it's really rare that I can actually be online without researching at the same time about my upcoming assignments.

Sometimes I wish for a hand that'll pull me out of this wretched state I'm in. But then again, there's always been a hand held out towards me. It's just that I never took it. I just continue to weep bitterly because the pain was all I had to remind me of reality...

Ah... but I'm so tired. Maybe I should go to bed. Have a lot to look forward tomorrow.

Tomorrow...

Sometimes, whenever I realise that time is slowly passing by, and I'm wasting my time by being the idiot that I am, I start to wonder whether I'm truly alive. And that my mere existence is nothing significant. It's all an illusion. I'm an illusion.

Good morning tomorrow, now known as today
I carry a burden on each passing day
I pray for a moment, that someday I'd be
Something a little more, something like...

Me.

(Yawns) Yup, better get some rest.

God bless! ^^

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