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Hello and welcome to my blog full of nothingness. But there's still something for those who care about what's going through my mind. It may be a little bit too emo to some, but please bear with me, all right? I promise I won't be that emo... ;p.


The Girl
I'm currently doing my Diploma in Mass Communication in KDU (PJ). I'm Catholic, and I love Japanese animation and music. As for who I am, a lot of people have different views on this. I could be a bitch to some, and an angel to others. But regardless, I love you all (whether you want to believe me or not).


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Layout

Title: Written in the Stars
Featuring: Raven from RR Project
Lines: Ewan ko. Lol.
Made by: Miss Misfit
Coded by: Miss Misfit
Image by: Ravenskar
Used: Adobe Photoshop CS2
Created: June 10, 2006
Released: June 11, 2006
Colors: yellow, green, brown?
Credits: 1 2 3 4 5



Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Nukumori no kioku

Last night, my 1984 Miss Malaysia Aunt Betty celebrated her 40th birthday with such gusto, I started freaking out cause clearly, I don't see what the fuss is all about.

She only turned 40... @.@

But I guess she accomplished a lot in her life. I mean, I already mentioned that she's a former Miss Malaysia, then she became a model and is now working in a modelling company. She's met a lot of celebrities and is now happily married with two sons aged 2 to 5.

Watching those special clips on the screen about her life, as we admired the Spices restaurant in the Concorde Hotel beautifully decorated with more pictures of my aunt, I started to wonder whether I could ever achieve something like that in my life time. No, I don't mean having a grand birthday party when I turn 40... rather...

Something about me that's worth mentioning.

In this message board that I'm going to, none of the members would reveal their birthdays in a special birthday thread because all of them believe that birthdays are worthless days. Nothing good comes out of them. They never had a special birthday worth mentioning. And this saddens me because I could tell that they had so many disappointments in their life that each day just passes by them, including their birthdays.

Are we destined to spend each day cursing the day we're born?

So instead of reminiscing about whether I've spent each day right, I decided to laugh at our host, Dee, who acted in 'Jangan Ketawa' and a series that involved him being a devil. He wore a pink gown, wore a blonde curly wig with a crown and had a sash across that said 'Miss Malaya 26', which he dutily pointed out, "That's not the year, you know... That's my age forever!"

One of his best jokes was when he called my aunt out and said, "So you're 40, ah?" Then he pointed to my aunt's chest, stomach and tighs, "40! 40! 40!" Lol!!! You see, my aunt likes to say that she's slimmer than me and makes a big deal about it, so to hear this gave me great pleasure. Lol!!!

My father stood out again, as usual. They called him and my mother out to play a game, where the women had to dress their partners up as 'beautifully' and as 'pretty' as possible (Oh, the horror! Lol!). When Dee looked at my dad, he said "Wah, this one so handsome one!" (Looks at my mom) "You have kids?" (My mom nods and was about to say that she has two daughters when Dee disrupts) "You go back with your kids and let me stay with your husband, ok?" After that, my mother held unto my father tightly. ^^

As usual, my father wore a wig (he seems to be wearing a lot of wigs lately @.@), put on some makeup and glitter... and won first place in the game. I had a good laugh, though...

After the party, there was dancing. I would've danced longer if it weren't for my bluddy heels, but meh... I still had fun. Dancing is a form of drug for me, it always manages to make me feel better. ^^

Oh, and speaking about dancing, I forgot to mention. This year's CKK Dinner & Dance will be on the 30th of August, not at Sri Sedaya, but at the Vintage Ballroom at Holiday Villa.

I know... Holiday Villa... (cringes). Anyway, I trust my church much more than our stupid school. (Hey, did you guys hear about the gang fight that happened in front of our school? Was in the newspapers, and Tasha told me that the story in the newspaper is actually completely different from the truth... @.@)

Back to the Dinner & Dance. This year's theme is... "Unmasking the Phantom". So now we have to wear masks! It's cool... but where do we get the masks?

Tickets are pricey now, RM 50. But if you guys wanna go, do contact me. It seems that I'm the only one who has never missed a Dinner & Dance... yet. @.@ And I'm not missing this year as me and Tasha already have tickets. Time is 6.00 p.m. Early, nya?

That's about it, I guess. You all take care, ok? It's been really hard for all of us, I know... but we'll pull through. I'm sure of it.

God bless! ^^

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Otsukaresama deshita!

It's been a very very hard week for me, but I'm glad to say that I survived. As simple as it may sound, but it means something to me.

Well, it's the holidays now for me and I've got tons of plans, but I'm wondering whether I'm really going to work on it. Seeing as I'll probably laze about rather than work on them. It takes a lot to motivate me, and it's those rare moments where I'm in a good mood that gets me to work on these plans.

Then there's the problem that my computer's caught a virus (ever so typical nyaa...). There seems to be always something in the way, but I guess the greatest obstacle is myself, since I tend to bring myself down a lot. Meh...

Oh, just to let everyone know... I highlighted my hair. @.@ Amazing, isn't it? And truly unexpected since I tend to be a little old fashioned, but times change I suppose. (Actually the change was my dad's idea, if you can believe that as well) If you guys wanna see how I look like well... Just wait till you have a chance to see me! Lol!!! I might take a picture and post it up but I'm too lazy... Lol! (Yes, I'm that lazy...)

Sorry for keeping this short, but I'll post a little more later on. Take care and God bless! ^^

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