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Hello and welcome to my blog full of nothingness. But there's still something for those who care about what's going through my mind. It may be a little bit too emo to some, but please bear with me, all right? I promise I won't be that emo... ;p.


The Girl
I'm currently doing my Diploma in Mass Communication in KDU (PJ). I'm Catholic, and I love Japanese animation and music. As for who I am, a lot of people have different views on this. I could be a bitch to some, and an angel to others. But regardless, I love you all (whether you want to believe me or not).


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Layout

Title: Written in the Stars
Featuring: Raven from RR Project
Lines: Ewan ko. Lol.
Made by: Miss Misfit
Coded by: Miss Misfit
Image by: Ravenskar
Used: Adobe Photoshop CS2
Created: June 10, 2006
Released: June 11, 2006
Colors: yellow, green, brown?
Credits: 1 2 3 4 5



Saturday, April 12, 2003

CCS pics...to make me happy

Here's a pic for Mel...



and some for me...("Syaoran-kun! Koishiteru!")





Remind me to get my own blog for my CCS pics, kay?

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I'm too tired to care anymore

It's tiring these days, with the pressure of the exam results and trying to cope with the world around me. The war, SARS...it means something to me, but not enough to make me feel like I need to do something. No offense to those who've died.

I suppose I'm falling into deppression again. I can tell when I realised I ate half of my dad's chocolates in hopes to keep me awake. I always fall asleep when I'm deppressed. It's my so called 'way out'. I'll be fine, no worries...I do have my CCS to cheer me. But that's only at home...what about school? Besides me actually writing CCS character names in kanji, and the CCS title in japanese, I have practically nothing to cheer me up. No chocolate, no CCS...what more can this twisted girl ask?

Well, since I've been sleeping a lot lately, I keep having this dream about this same guy from last year. I think Vic knows this fella. She calls him 'My dream guy', although he's not my ideal. First time, I had a conversation with him about him missing me. The next time I saw him, he handed me a pink pillow as a gift. Recently I dreamt I was sleeping on the grass with a tree above me (I'm dreaming that I'm sleeping, weird huh?) and he came, wrapped me in his jacket and picked me up. This afternoon, he came again while I was worried about my exam marks. "What did you get?" he asked me.

"I don't know...I'm scared..."

"Want me to get it for you?"

I turned to my right and saw two (unknown) boys who were discussing their marks. "I feel like it won't do any good."

I saw him reaching out for me but I woke up. Not to say I regret it but...what the hell is he doing in my dreams????

I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell,
I know, right now you can't tell,
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me

I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care,
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...
(~**'Unwell' by Matchbox 20**`)

I believe many people can relate to this song as I did.

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