Saturday, May 10, 2003
This little girl has grown!Don't ask me how, don't ask me why. I just know I have. Spirits not entirely lifted, but happy, contented. Must be those silly CCS music again. But...it's there, I can sense it, and I can see myself somewhere. I just know somewhere, in one point in my life, I'm going to be glad I'm alive. But I know I will think otherwise soon..
I'm growing up, and I'm liking it.
I saw him again, that Dream Guy, only this time we didn't really speak to each other. He just watched me...(freaky!) The weird thing was, I had long hair, and I was combing it as I sat on top of my bed (my room seemed bigger than usual) He watched me, looking a little fond (blech, don't ask me how I know) But I got some kind of description. He's fair, quite fair, and has dark eyes. He was smiling, whoa...it freaked me a little, but I acted as though he wasn't there. (Don't ask me! Don't ask me!) I think he only appears when I sleep on Friday afternoons. Or maybe I'm just exaggerating. One thing's for sure, it's creeping me out.
I don't really love him, but I sense a link to him.
I'll see you later... |