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Friday, March 11, 2005

Wa-ta-shi

What do I do to ignore them behind me,
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again

By myself (MYSELF)
I ask why (but in my mind I find)
I can't rely on myself (MYSELF)
I ask why (but in my mind I find)
I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
[To what I want when I'm stretched so thin]
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
[To anything, watching everything spin]
With thoughts of failure sinking in


Well, for those of you who have not heard... (I'm sure you all have...) our SPM results were out and I got 8 As and 2 Cs...

Waitaminit... what the... 8 As??!! (Screams hysterically while jumping up and down) Ididit! Ididit! Ididit! I passed with flying colours!! My mom was so happy she bought me dinner tonight, my dad, who's in Malacca now, was practically beaming over the phone, Vicky gave me a hug (thanks Vicky!)... I've never felt so happy in my life!!

What's stupid is the fact I got an A for history. I left a lot of answers blank in the second paper... yet I still got an A! Hmm... I wonder if they lowered the standards?

The two Cs? Believe it or not, Moral and Perdagangan. I'm shocked, especially Perdagangan. But after a while, I ignored that little flaw and decided to bask in the glory of my 8 As.

Now, isn't this the best good news I've had in weeks?

My exams are finally over and that marked the end of my first term. Checking my program, I'm taking Radio, Public Relations, Sociology, Public Speaking and... I'm not sure if I have to take my LAN subject and which one. Well, still looking forward to next term!

I'll be going to Malacca this weekend, seeing as my dad's there plus he wants to celebrate my "victory" there. I'm also going to meet Miss Lynn next week (I hope me and Azween finally get to see her) on Thursday, so I'm looking forward to that.

To Mel and her broken ankle, enjoy the crutches. Just don't throw it at me if I do something wrong, kay?

God bless!

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