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Monday, June 19, 2006

Real Me

Recently, I've gone into a really numb state. Like, I refuse to think about my pain cause it's not worth thinking about it. It's probably instinct for me now that whenever I start feeling down, I force it out of my mind and instantly try to find some way to distract me. Music, anime... dreams of writing fanfiction or creating more music videos. Dreams of stories that I know I'll never write out of the lack of time.

And then I realized that I'm running away. Gah... darn, I really don't know what to do sometimes.

On a lighter note, how many of you are actually feeling the football fever? I have... and that's cause my dad's forcing himself to watch the games because everyone else in his workplace is doing it, also including some of my uncles. So I'll be sitting in front of my computer, doing what I usually do and suddenly my dad will shout out "GOAL!!! HAH? AIYAH.... DIDN'T GO IN! STUPID!" and I'll be digging my ears because I swear the wax in my ears just went in deeper because of that.

I'll watch some of the games, but I usually don't because of my dad. Guess what... we finally got Astro but I don't like any of the channels dad subscribed to. Besides the basic channels, he only subscribed to movie, sports, education and news. Education (which is National Geographic, Animal Planet, etc.) is fine, but no MTV, no Cartoon Network... Lol! Here I was worried that with Astro I'd be more distracted from college work. Looks like my life will continue revolving around the computer. ^^;;; At least we have Hitz.tv. The funny thing is dad might remove the movies because he thinks the "free" ones are good enough.

I really feel like telling him that he might as well not have gotten Astro if he wants to save money that much. But I guess it's his only form of entertainment (since I hog the com) so I'll let him do whatever he wants. As long as he doesn't remove streamyx. Lol!

Tasha was watching one of the games, even after telling me she was going to bed. And then...

Tasha: Oh my gosh! Their noses!!

Me: What about them?

Tasha: They're huge!

Me: What?

Tasha: Huge, Michelle! Come and see!

Me: (Walks away from the computer and stares at the TV) Tasha, please don't tell me you're watching this game to stare at their noses.

Tasha: But they're HUGE, Michelle! See! See!

Me: (Sighs, shakes her head and goes back to stare at her computer)

My sister's thoughts about Astro? We were washing the car when she said, "I don't care, as long as we have NBC."

And thus I sprayed her with the water hose. Gotta love Tasha. Hahah.

Take care and God bless.

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