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I'm currently doing my Diploma in Mass Communication in KDU (PJ). I'm Catholic, and I love Japanese animation and music. As for who I am, a lot of people have different views on this. I could be a bitch to some, and an angel to others. But regardless, I love you all (whether you want to believe me or not).


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Layout

Title: Written in the Stars
Featuring: Raven from RR Project
Lines: Ewan ko. Lol.
Made by: Miss Misfit
Coded by: Miss Misfit
Image by: Ravenskar
Used: Adobe Photoshop CS2
Created: June 10, 2006
Released: June 11, 2006
Colors: yellow, green, brown?
Credits: 1 2 3 4 5



Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Iro iro kimochi

Halfway through flight there-to
Where will you go?
Falling down on the ground
Where will you go now?

I am really tired at the moment now. There's a lot of work to be done, a lot of things to do, and a lot of things to be settled.

One would think that after the exams, one will be free. Clearly, I was wrong. Even a trip to Singapore took the best out of me... and all I can think now is how tired I feel and how I wish I could sleep and never get up.

Do you remember what made you fall?
And does it matter to you at all?
You wanna go, you wanna see
What lies could set you free
You wanna see, right?
You'll know this night

I don't want to rant, but all I can think right now is ranting. What the heck am I doing here? I should be doing the work my parents gave me... I have chores to do. I need to clean my room. There's still the laundry to do. I might have to vacuum the house.

The Christmas tree is up. The house is decorated in red, green and gold. Christmas carols are being played on the radio. I sing along with my family and my fellow BEC members. Christmas is coming. The day where we celebrate Our Lord's birth. Where families gather and celebrate.

I have a Christmas party to plan. Gah... I need to go shopping for the presents. Then there's still everyone else's presents. What am I going to give them this year? Everything that sounds nice to give is just way too expensive for me. And I don't have time for handmade gifts... (not like I'm good with my hands anyway)

Sigh... doushiou?

Halfway through flight there-to
Where will you go?
It's a nice way, I think
To wake up with you

I don't like the thought that I might be wasting time again. But here I am... blogging... like I have nothing else better to do than to post up and tell everyone how tiring and stressful my life is becoming. Not like anyone will care anyway... and I'm not expecting anyone to.

You cannot see them when it is light
This is the reason we go at night

I'm just in a really bad mood... I'm really tired. And I can't rest.

In the darkest flight of my career
I am made blue all through
On my dark descend I persevere
I am thinking of you

This year's almost ending. And all I can think about this year was how tiring and stressful it was. But still, I won't complain much. One good thing came out of it all though... (or so I believe...)

And it's that I became stronger.

Hmph. If that's so... why do I feel like crap now?

Halfway through flight there-to
Where will you go?
Falling down on the ground
Where will you go now?
It's a nice way, I think
To wake up with you
A nice way
I'm separated from you

Hah... mou sukoshi dake na no? Gaman shiru yo... zettai daijobu. Zettai.

A nice way, I think
To wake up with you
A nice way
I'm separated from you

~'Eight Flew Over, One Was Destroyed' - Mew~

Take care and God bless. ^^

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