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Saturday, January 25, 2003

Konban wa.

Obsssession.

What to some can seem so sinful while the others...well, it depends. My obssession has gotten hold of me for far too long. I've wasted money for it, I've walked all over for it, I probably sacrificed my grades for it. I probably bored my friends with it. I feel so uncertain on what should I do with this obssession. I have dreams about it and what ran through my head as it happenned. It can be scary but...

I can't help feeling a little glad.

If it wasn't for this obssession I wouldn't have learned my lesson, if it wasn't for this obssession, my room would be plain, if it wasn't for this obsession, me and my friends would have little in common, if it wasn't for this obssession I wouldn't have felt such a rush of emotion...

And the best of all is...

The satisfaction of being unique.

Not to say I'm advising everyone to have an obssession, just weigh out the good and bad then...see what you preferred. Lately I felt my CCS obssession has gone up the wall. I've bought mangas and cd episodes, I searched all over the place for the soundtrack, I bored my friends with my over berlagakness of knowing Japanese and knowing sumthin new everyday from CCS plus I beleive it's the reason of my 3 A's in PMR.

But it's a give and take life. Take all those CCS merchandise Michelle and you risk a lot. But what to do...????? I love CCS. So...weigh it out. So this is just some of my new year resolution that has something to do with CCS.

1. Buy either a manga or a CD CCS in a month. ONLY ONE! (Since I'm not so obssessed with other animes and able to control myself, I guess I can buy an extra anime CD in Video Ezy once in a while...depends)
2. Since Charmed is gone, the only show I'm interested in watching is CCS (or if I'm lucky Smallville) so I should have some ample time for study or homework. Betty la fea? Once in a while...not so obssessed as my aunt.
3. Never talk in Japanese until you're intention is to teach them not show off. I don't want people thinking I can speak Japanese already just because I know more words than anyone else. (I don't know if singing a Japanese song will count...depends, I guess)

I love CCS, but I don't want it to rule my life.

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