Monday, August 15, 2005
Kore mo unmei desu ka?I am Unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned...
Well guys, it's back to college for me! And as I wait for my briefing to begin I decided to go back to the dear computer lab in college to check up on some of my usual stuff.
I don't know what I'm going to take this term... I only hope it's good. Nyaaa... but I am looking forward to it. Only a month away from college and I feel like I've been away for ages. Just comes to show that my mind can be a little freaky after a long term holiday. Two weeks of holiday would be just fine... but four? Kya... almsot killed me. Lol!!!
Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions...
The haze has finally ended after such a horrible one for the past few days. Lol!!! And to think, I took the time to go out with some of my Lifeline friends to the leprosy center in Sungai Buloh (is it there? I can't remember... >.<;;) on one of those hazy days. Ah well... the leprosy center trip was pretty good. You learn a lot from these things... Like to appreciate yourself.
And with the haze gone, you start to appreciate the blue skies.
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten...
My personal project... well, besides fixing the many problems that I'm facing, I'm glad to say that this is one project that I'm very keen on. If only I could just do things right... Grr... Ah well. It'll just have to do...
I break tradition,
Sometimes My Tries are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes
But I can't live that way...
My com's giving problems again. This time it's the monitor... Lol!!! I know, one problem after another. But it taught me something...
To stop living my life off the net.
Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions...
Now in JTCorner Forums, I was selected to become a moderator. Pretty cool, huh? Well... it's really no big deal. But it somehow dawned on me that this life of mine on the net has become more serious than before. I have a life on the net... I have friends from America and Australia whom I chat with whenever there's a chance. We share jokes, exchange files and so on. We care about each other and try to express it as limited as the net can offer solace.
It's just a place where I can turn to whenever I start feeling down. But then I start to wonder...
Is this really how I'm supposed to live?
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins...
Of course, I still love my friends from the net. But I guess it's time I start looking more at my own real life. The problems I'm facing, the obstacles I'm challenging. I want it all done for the good of everyone, for God and most importantly myself.
My achievements online or in real life may mean nothing... but I just want to make the best out of what I have at the moment.
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten...
~"Unwritten" - Natasha Beddingfield~
Take care and God bless! ^^ |
